I wish I wasn't a monster, something no one wants to be. Wish I was kind to myself, not constantly judging. I wish I didn't hate my face, oh how I want it to be true, I wish I didn't feel so bad because I'm desperate to be you.
The same thing everyday; it's me, I am what's wrong, For I am a monster that lives inside the house. But nothing has changed and I've been waiting for so long, For I am a monster that lives inside the house.
I wish I didn't get chills whenever I catch myself smile, Wish I didn't measure myself up to you knowing I'll fall short every time.
I can cry if I want; don't you dry my eyes, It;s the only way I feel or get it out. I can run if I want; don't you chase me down. It's the only control I have of my life now