what a day felt so strange couldn't sleep couldn't breath felt as if i was sick breathless speechless fear is in my heart they tell me its my mind i do not want to leave the world i never wanna die fear is in my- they tell me its my- i do not want to- i never wanna- but death will come to me it comes to everybody felt so sure waiting for ambulances hospitals i could not even cry fearing that i i would die fear is in my heart they tell me its my mind i do not want to leave the world i never wanna die fear is in my- they tell me its my- i do not want to- i never wanna- i am white im transparent my soul leaves me i die