It's the middle of the night and my bed and I have fallen out. I went out to smoke a cigarette: smog was melt with my smoke, it depressed me.
It's hard to go back home when you go back from a sunny trip. You leave there a part of you so you feel lost and incomplete.
I feel like a tourist of my own life. I find it hard to believe in me here. I feel like married to an invisible wife. I find it hard to overcome : my bride with fear.