[Chorus] I wanna sing, I wanna shout, I wanna scream till the words dry out. So put it in all of the papers, I’m not afraid, They can read all about it, read all about it, ohhhh.
Nothing to hide And then smothered Suffered and cried Jack made me tougher To trouble I rise Above all Expectations forget rep Ain’t never When I wanted to get Hustle To be I am Say I had to cash in all my dad’s debt I wanted to Instead I said nothing at all After all You were never kin to me Family is something that you never been to me In fact Making it harder for me to see my father Was the only thing that you ever did for me
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As a kid I looked up to you, Only thing was I never saw enough of you. Last thing I said to you was I hated you, I loved you but now it’s too late to say to you. Just didnt know what to do and how to deal with it, Even now deep down I still live it. I think, I used to blame me, I wonder what I did to you to make you hate me. I wasn’t even 5, lifes a journey and mine wasnt an easy ride, You never even got to see me rap, I just wish you woulda reached out, I wish you woulda been round when I been down. I wish that you could see me now, Wherever you are I really hope you find peace. I know that if I ever have kids, Unlike you i’ll never let them be without me.
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I write songs I can't listen to, Everything I have, I give to you, In every one of these lines I sing to you.
My job's more like public service, My life just became yours to read and interpret. If you heard it, it'd come across a lot different at times, I throw fits when I read how they word things. You see me smile, Now you're gonna have to see me hurtin', Coz pretending everything is alright, When it ain't, really isn't working.
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I ain't censoring myself for nobody, I'm the only thing I can be, All that is good, all that is bad, all that is me.