I know if you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours. Chances are it wont come back to you. And if it does, do yourself a favor and let it go yourself
Poison that's what you are to me Yea I said poison This prison is a blessing I don't wanna be free Why sould I have to pay Cuz you don't like the way I am today
I know it's fucked up how I treat ya tellin your mom I used to beat ya Mistreat ya and how I used to leave ya Alone home by the phone crying in pain Stuttering and flinching every time you have to speak my name Pamphlets about domestic violence And how you lived this life of pain and misery and anguish and silence It seems I can't explain my actions and in my absence You have to see your family's horrified reactions Cuz uh I know they'd lock me up if they could Makin excuses for me like a trooper girl just like you should Shattered dreams and expectations Starin out the window with teary eyes a broken will and lacerations
Poison that's what you are to me Yea I said poison This prison is a blessing I don't wanna be free Why sould I have to pay Cuz you don't like the way I am today
When we first got together you said that you respected me Known about my fucked up childhood but you still accepted me We took it to that level but sometimes I swear it's like I'm obsessed with the devil And these differences that cannot be settled Everytime we fuck it's out of spite and hatred Lookin at me like you wish you could kill me that bond is sacred See I was fucked from the get go raised like a pit bull Mental abuse pain and anguish things I can't let go All I can do in this life is bring you down Things were much better for you until the day I came around Fuck it I can't take this pain no more Pistol in my mouth dead body on the floor