this morning you got up early I was still sleeping I was exhausted I was having dreams that had blood in them that had weapons in them wet dreams wet dreams I woke up crying you were gone last night you kissed me I pushed you away my push made you want to kiss me again - no I pushed you away you kissed me and kissed me get off me get off me last night I got up didn't wash I was wet with acrid sweat sweat that doesn't smell like sex smells like anger and fear smells like anger and fear my dear! smells like anger and fear my dear!