Psy'Aviah - Moments (Feat. Suzi Q. Smith) | Текст песни

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there are moments
i remember when i started to step out
you would hold me and kiss me, hard, on the mouth
you were even jealous of my cigarette habit,
determined to be my only addiction
there are moments
when i miss you so sincerely
i can nearly forgive you
bowdlerizing chapters i would rather forget
hammer out and polish a better version
there are moments
that bring your name erupting
from my lips, abruptly as our end
i'm still calling for you, still
calling him you
there are moments
i think it would be easier if you were dead,
there'd be no wondering then,
i'd bury "us" with you,
let worms work your flesh the way i used to,
unflinching and thorough
there are moments
when i still worry about you
do you hate yourself
enough for the both of us?
do you punish yourself, or your new girlfriends?
i worry about them...
there are moments
i am consumed with guilt
for not giving you a proper ending,
pressing firmly upon your larynx
until you are no longer dangerous,
until your thrashing resigns
there are moments
i am reminded, bitterly and completely,
that i love you
i slap patches of other men to my skin, it's not the same
but it helps keep me at least twelve steps away
from my vicious addiction to you
and as with any bad habit,
the very passion between us
turned to poison and
you couldn't stop and i couldn't stop you,
you couldn't stop even when i begged you to,
your unrelenting fervor tore me right in two
and now parts of me will always be
stained the color of you
there are moments
i wonder if you can still smell my blood on the wind.
does your memory of me make your veins itch?
will it make you come calling?
will i answer?
withdrawal cradling my wits, i can't be bothered
as i attempt to suckle from absolutes,
self-righteous in the pretense that i know what i'd do
but there are moments
i long to relapse toward your furious embrace
the nape of my neck still longs for your face
i remember once upon a time
it was sweet

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