I'm tired of talking and explaining how I feel I'm tired of defending myself to the world Many things you don't know, because I don't tell them anymore It's too difficult to explain, the story falls apart Words are crumbles, little pieces of a puzzel No beginning, the only thing I can say is how I feel today Wasted pleasure, doesn't stop, now there's always the drone and haunting It's too hard to understand, these thoughts remain the same I'm tired of talking and explaining how I feel I'm tired of defending myself to the world done epxlaining, truth and fiction, they collide don't know when or where, things just happen for some reason guess who told me so.. best I'll leave it, give it a rest no more angry faces judging, the only thing I will say is that I feel OK I'm tired of talking and explaining how I feel I'm tired of defending myself to the world