Feeling lost... in the company of many I am alone. Thoughts... perplexing... confusing... confounding... wave after wave... endless tossing and turning... I cannot stem the tide... ever onward the flood... deepening and wide.
Overwhelmed... downward I go... down,down,down. The searing noises of my mind are drowned within the depths. A calmness... pinpoint, pristine, is discovered beneath the layers of turbulence. Close the eye. Peace be still. Rest. Gain strength from the other side...
Nurishment; nutriment... in bed of excrement! Food of the Gods! A feast! The fatted calf! Forbidden fruit! Now my eyes are opened! All things are become new! I awaken from the depths a pillar of strength!