I'm just waiting for something, a helping, a change in routine, but for now I'll stay in the rut I dug myself, being constanly awoken by the sunlight streaming through my blinds. You can call me lazy, but I disagree. I'm just waiting for perfection to find me. I can see you're going places, while I just watch my life pass me by. You worked hard to be content, I guess I'll have to realize that content's the best I'll get The best I'll get. I dug this hole too deep, I can't climb out this time. I can't get up, I can't get out, I'm still trapped underneath these sheets. I've hit rock bottom and no one's here to help me up. I'm just kidding myself, I'm only happy when I am asleep.