No one beside me I'm walking in the rain Dark clouds above my head they recognize my face There's never been a time to sit down and quit Absorb my indifference with another cashed hit Been planting wishes in the cracks of my skin Abstract demands on tap for what could never happen Delight and mystery the relevance I lack To move forward recklessly and stray from the drags Burden surrounds me To the bottle I sank I spit bad memories down the bathroom drain Pale electricity in the shadows of myself Curse the world in a lightning storm Shock me straight to hell There are no alliances with the places I don't fit She left a letter by the bed It said "I left you a cashed hit" Pretty self destruction grabbed me by the wrist Slipped me the tongue and said, "This will only hurt one bit" Ugly intuition I wasn't built for this Pulled out the rug and stacked me from my balance