But I've been here before, seen the lights splash across the pavement. I can't feel anymore. I felt my last breath lying on your mattress. My life is a dream a lonely nightmare of two weeks before. My life is a dream a moonlit memory of walks on the shore. And I can't fear, show disbelief. I can't fear. Refuse reality. Shine away your fear of the dark. I remember all the times we met walking the streets on a foggy night. Screaming at shadows, climbing old trees running from boys to scared to fight. And I remember all the times we slept, I couldn't close my eyes in case you'd dissapear. So I held you in my arms and waited. And waited for the sun to reappear. And I remember all the times I wept when you told me you loved him and that the baby wasn't theirs so I tore out a knife and carved in my skin. Live on. For these scars will fade. Live on. But the memories will stay.