Let me tell you something that you don’t know That I’ve thought about for a very long time I’d never hope for another dream to come true If we could just return to being partners-in-crime
And if that’s really fine by your standards, There’s no reason left for me to disagree But that was just a tiny little part of This twisted love song that I hide inside
Yet again the weather where I’m at now Is just another fucking fine day of rain Yesterday was just like any other, And I wasted it on some online game
It’s not as if I even had the time to Let a single thing about you cross my mind Okay, maybe just for a little moment, I might have let my thoughts wander
And all of those thoughts of you trapped inside my head Like a merry-go-round they spin, and spin and spin again
From the palm of my hands, trickles out all of your ‘love’ Is there a way for me to pack it up and throw it all away? Through the lies and deceit, can I find any truth at all? Well, I don’t really care
Let me tell you something that you don’t know That I’ve thought about for a very long time See, even if you’re nowhere to be found The words you’ve said are always on my mind
There’s just so many things I’d like to ask you, Though I know I’ll never get to hear the truth All these feelings that I tightly cling to Are they clean or tainted? I don’t know anymore
I’m really not sure what these feelings are And not sure where to throw them all away So I’ve decided that until I’ve heard all of the lies you keep hidden behind more lies That it couldn’t hurt for me to wait here quietly
As you’re walking away, I’m stuck here watching you go Is there a way to fill up this gap that is breaking us apart? Even now I’m afraid to accept what I think of you… Yeah, I’m just a natural-born coward.
From the palm of my hands, trickles out all of my love Is there somebody else who will love me and take it all away? But the truth is that all I ever wanted was you by my side… That’s why, I’ll still wait.