My first kiss happened while I cried, knowing no matter how hard I tried... It was just like we were part of a TV show The moment I forgot you had to go was exactly when the whistle chose to blow
The chilly winter breeze hits my face, as cold as always Blinking twice, I stop and sigh into my hands the hundredth time The city’s all aglow with festive lights As if it was set up magically - the leafless trees and everything was sparkling
Why couldn’t I go up and tell you Everything I felt? I hid them deep down inside I’ve made my choice - there’s no turning back As the screen turns black, you’re not getting closer I just can’t believe it’s over
Thank you but I’ll say goodbye now This wasn’t going to work anyhow Even if I feel my chest ache with every breath that I take So really
Thank you but it’s time for goodbyes I promised myself I wouldn’t cry But as the snow continued falling over me I felt my determination leave And like you, here, it slowly disappeared
On the way to where we’re going to meet, I see a couple Having fun, and pointing up - “Hey, look! It’s finally snowing, love!” Why, oh why? I sigh the thousandth time - stay here by my side I walked ahead, your gift in hand - a home-made muffler, shining red
How could I ever hand it over? Distracted by your smile - it hangs on my shoulders When you fade away from my memories, I will be okay, you don’t have to worry … Oh why can’t I just admit that…
Thank you but I’ll say goodbye now I knew it’d end up like this somehow But even if I could go back and do this all over again I’d do it
Thank you but it’s time for goodbyes I’m trembling now and breaking inside The train is nearing now; soon you will go away As the seconds slowly tick away, I can’t believe-- I won’t accept it!
Can you take my hand? Look into my eyes, don’t you understand? Come here, hold on, and you’ll know why I, I won’t accept the truth, Why I won’t say goodbye…
… Guess it’s time to go One look at you, I already know Saying how you really felt wasn’t always easy for you So would you Let go of this hand that’s holding mine? I’m really glad I met you I’ll always love you...
Thank you but don’t say goodbye now I gotta tell you this all somehow Gathering every single last drop of courage I have “You know, I-” Our lips colliding, the seconds slowing, this distance shrinking down to nothing And if I cried now, would you kiss the tears away? Since there’s nothing really left to say Just hold me tight and never let me go
Around this time next year I wonder where we’ll be? Even if you don’t remember me, I hope you’ll always be smiling and happy