[Hook] My Momma telling me I'll be okay She don't understand I'm living day by day Pop another pill to feel ok I thinking bout' Suicide everyday
I've been through this route What's my life about Popping pills and living life full of doubt Praying on the edge my bed Hoping I could get responses Battle my illness alone, crying a river I'm honest Oh no
I don't know which way to go
I don't even have my home
In the dark is where I roam
I've been stuck and all alone
[Verse 1: Ramirez] Popping these pills and I'm asking God why Do I have urges to just wanna die Receiving no answers cause God is a lie Look in my eyes See pain that's inside I done lost a couple friends For the way nigga been acting No faking No pretending I just really wanna fucking end this, oh no
Grabbing a gun and I point at my dome I'm telling myself be easy let go Don't pull on the trigga' there's much to hold on But these pills they kick in and I just can't move on Lost in my ways and I try to forget All of this sadness and all this regret I look to my mom and I tell her like this Yo' son is a fuck up, yo' son can't do shit
[Hook] My Momma telling me I'll be okay She don't understand I'm living day by day Pop another pill to feel ok I thinking bout' Suicide everyday
[Verse 2: Ramirez] Stand in closet I'm tying a noose You living a lie, I'm stuck in the truth Faking a smile but depression the root I try to be happy but I can't it's a fluke Love for my friends but they don't know I'm through I don't see no sun cause I stay in my room I look in the mirror The vision gets clearer Anxiety, got me trapped in this shit too
[Hook] My Momma telling me I'll be okay She don't understand I'm living day by day Pop another pill to feel ok I thinking bout' Suicide everyday
I've been through this route What's my life about Popping pills and living life full of doubt Praying on the edge my bed Hoping I could get responses Battle my illness alone, crying a river I'm honest