I woke up tonight to the sound of my mother's cry I took her hand and felt her heart begin to die So I left the next day down the coast hoped to escape These feelings that left me here alone inside
So tell me tell me what did I do wrong I tried my best but I was never strong
My heart’s grown cold from everything I’ve known You start to see how your world begins to take control And after 18 years my heart’s begun to fear Disappointing all of those I hold so dear
But my mind doesn’t sleep It only eats away at my dreams So I tell my self I’m okay now All I need is to find my peace
I sift through my self while I age through it all Feel it take its toll as I yell out with this call And all though these things may look dark with no end I’m learning from the best, to keep a strong head.