Lovers go from breakups to makeups I wake up to makeup Let’s not grumble, I’ll probably get to breakup Even despite my grueling schedules and my exhaustion I manage a smile Cuz in the family called Bangtan I’m not an only child Among my friends I’m notoriously known as a lonely isle but I pretend that it’s not true My stupid lies And I gotta smile Know why, cuz I’m an idol I just live my own life Don’t give a fuck with the title Never been idle I recite the same raps everyday and sweat profusely A beautiful milky way dotting my shirt and my pants On living two lives- while others live only once I live twice Thinking just how many rappers in South Korea get to stand on a stage before 10,000? I’ll achieve my dream of gaining fame for my rapping and then that dream will become someone else’s dream again
Feel my mind, feel my heart Opening my bag, taking out my real self How are you, I’m fine
I’ve spent seven years honing my craft I love it The type of music you looked down upon is now my livin’ My conscience is clear, I’ve never had a single one of my lyrics written by another containing all my mind all my soul even if you beat me to death I’d never lie Even up to around my debut I found myself conflicted between major and minor trying to measure out exactly where my place was Disguising myself behind a pointless mask, All the bad memories that filled my brain Forget them all After all, in the end it’s the mainstream public that determines what title I wear— why didn’t I realize this?
After time passed I realized only the realest hyungs free from prejudice would ever recognize my true worth I believe in the myself of now and I believe in my conviction and that if I don’t believe in me who on earth will? Respect The word you rappers with no manners yell time and time again if you’re not gonna respect don’t you dare even mouth the word, bitch Juss wanna tell you ain’t shit
Feel my mind, feel my heart Opening my bag, taking out my real self How are you, I’m fine
Sometimes I’m nice Sometimes I’m fucking mean A twenty one year old man who goes crazy for Supreme That’s who I am You think you know me? Even through this little fact alone I’ve made it fucking big In the day I’m a star In the night I’m a man who does his own music That’s who I am You think you know me? Fuck you, man.