No matter how hard I try I’m always losing Everything is wrong it’s so confusing Everything I plan they try to ban Tired of this shit, of you scums Have u noticed everyone is on their own Even when we die, we die alone I miss my home, miss being a kid I didn’t give a fuck, It was fun indeed I’m so fucked up today I got no one to blame Everything that I said before I don’t know, maybe that wasn’t me Yes I am weird, dress like a priest I’m just kidding maybe that’s the reason why you fear You think I don’t care about you anymore But you’re totally wrong just like before I got many lost feelings, I got many lost dreams I am not as joyful, positive as I seam I seam down when I’m joyful, I am joyful when I’m down I don’t think I am a king but without a fuckin crown I’m so fucked up today I got no one to blame Everything that I said before I don’t know, maybe that wasn’t me