She forgave and she forgot God knows I tried hard but I did not
I'm still tortured by my own thirst Seeking flesh and dirty tongues to the lick the wound where my heart of glass burst It doesn't matter who lives or dies If I feel alive Reject suicide
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE THAT GOD IS A BEAST THAT HE MADE THE ANGELS CRY
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE THAT DEATH IS A GIFT THAT ENDS ALL THE PAIN INSIDE
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE THAT LOVE IS A LIE THE BLOOD IN A BLOODSTAINED SKY
BUT I'LL BE OK I'LL BE JUST FINE
I'LL DIE WITH THIS PAIN, BITCH
She forgave and she forgot Another aeon later and I still cannot
You eat my sorrow as I make your deathbed It's a slow suicide as you choke on every word I say But you keep swallow all the shit from me Why don't you hate me? Why don't you spit it right back at me?