She forgave and she forgot God knows I tried hard but I did not _
I'm still tortured by my own thirst Seeking flesh and dirty tongues to the lick the wound where my heart of glass burst It doesn't matter who lives or dies
If I feel alive Reject suicide _ _
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE THAT GOD IS A BEAST THAT HE MADE THE ANGELS CRY
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE THAT DEATH IS A GIFT THAT ENDS ALL THE PAIN INSIDE
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE THAT LOVE IS A LIE THE BLOOD IN A BLOODSTAINED SKY
BUT I'LL BE OK I'LL BE JUST FINE
I'LL DIE WITH THIS PAIN, BITCH!
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She forgave and she forgot Another aeon later and I still can not _
You eat my sorrow as I make your deathbed It's a slow suicide as you choke on every word I say But you keep swallow all the shit from me
Why don't you hate me? Why don't you spit it right back at me?