The lights dance around in my mind 'til I can't sleep at night Then I hide in the dark in the day 'til I can see that light But I feel them shadow pulling me
they tugging on my soul And I feel them lights burning me They're burnin' 'til its cold But I feel them shadows pulling me They're tugging on my soul -oul -oul -oul oul And I feel them lights pulling me They're telling me to go, oh
The lights dance around in my mind 'til I cant sleep at night Then I hide in the dark in the day 'til I can see that light But I feel em shadows pulling me they tugging on my soul And I feel them lights burnin' me They burnin' 'til its cold But I feel em shadows pulling me They're tugging on my soul -oul -oul -oul oul And I feel them lights burnin' me, they tellling me to go, oh
Late night conversations with a girl Who I know I can never have, 'cuz she cant fit in my world They say pressure creates precious thing, like pearls and diamonds But I've seen dark things come from shinning So many nights I spent on my feet well I dont feel asleep Its not that we're afraid of what we can be, but what we will be I need someones loving hands to reach out and heal me I watch childhood movies to smile and remind me that I'm still me 'Cuz I fucked up in the real world So thankful that I have a son and not a lil' girl Because I dont call home every night I hear his voice and I breakdown, cry I see the pictures of him growin' and I hide because I'm on a different road every night And I'm doing different shows every night But it beats selling dope every night Standing infront of crowds who might love it or hate it Sacrificing time with my son to preform infront of possible racists, tastless crowds where I give it my all And keep searching 'til love is found Makeup with they hands, jump around, and then touch the ground
The lights dance around in my mind 'til I cant sleep at night And I hide in the dark in the day 'til I can see that light But I feel them shadows pulling me They tuggin' on my soul And I feel them lights burnin' me They burnin til its cold But I feel them shadows pulling me They're tugging on my soul -oul -oul -oul oul And I feel them lights burning me Ther're telling me to go, oh
Trying to find heaven, I've raised hella But life is like photography, you need the negatives to develope So I step back, remind myself and cherish every moment The highers are that much higher, when the lows are the lowest And we need those sweet moments to remind us to keep going Starring down the barrel of a gun isn't the opportune time to blow it But sometimes we need those moments, sometimes we need those moments Like god reminding us how small we are in the middle of the ocean When the waves come crashing, they show you how weak your human control is You can out a coat on, but you cant stop it rainin' and stowin', but we try Oh lord knows we try No matter how many surgeries we have, you still goin to die when its time
The lights dance around in my mind 'til I cant sleep at night And I hide in the dark in the day 'til I can see that light But I feel them shadows pulling me They tuggin' on my soul And I feel them lights burnin' me They burnin til its cold But I feel them shadows pulling me They're tugging on my soul -oul -oul -oul oul And I feel them lights burning me Ther're telling me to go, oh