it builds up inside intensity intensifies ready to explode contained within never not I
anxiety I shiver failing to hold it back reality drifting away from conscience on my back it's payback time I'm punished for my life hurt by the stone cast by all I've ever met why must this happen all at once suffocate my mind why must this happen all at once I feel, I feel I wanna
DIE! Go away! I can't handle it surrendering inside peel away my skin ready to say goodbye
pushing me pounding me all at once feel as if as if I had a gun I was told once before I know I'd reach the end of forever I know I got what's coming to me deserve the hell I'm in why must this happen all at once I feel I fell I wanna