well i think it might be time again to see if i can still take the abuse laziness is what is killing me 'cause now i have the time to fill the holes but i feel no sadness in this grown up world i feel self-destructive today
yes today is the day for something new to see things i never saw before but i feel there's nothing left for me and it's me that will self-destruct again, and again 'cause i feel no sadness in this grown up world i feel self-destructive today i wasted all this time to find the palace of wisdom on the excess road but i know i can, i know i will get there somehow 'cause i still feel self-destructive today