you're so beautiful you have tainted me your body's tainted me I am infected there's no wanting anything when you've got everything and it's so hard for me when you're my everything all I want is you all I need is you to notice me, picking through my head to catch your attention to catch you walking away from me, showing me you could care less nothing matters and I will never matter as much to you late night sleepovers, as I lay on your pullout bed waiting, watching you sleep it never mattered to you me caring doesn't seem to affect you look, I don't know about you, but I really believe that there's one person out there for everybody that's what this is about it's not just some sappy love letter telling her hor how my heart stops every time that I see her it's in there and there's this really amazing person inside of her that no one even bothers to see no more desperation no more isolation no more dying inside no more crying myself to sleep at night with you I thought I'd be happy with you I thought I'd understand why love seemed so much different without you and you never really added up to what I was expecing