lying awake, a sultry summer night an unsureness deeply tormenting me about what was right and what was not.
sleepless roaming through the rain loosing myself in oppressing thoughts I will never get away from.
is life determined? or can we change our fates? so what would be different? what would not be the same? asking myself about the scale of trivial decisions I once made. every single way we choose to go excludes a million others.
chances that I did not seize gates I shut without noticing what might have become of us? how would our future be? fatalities I could not feel were leading me to nothingness would I recognize myself today? would I still be the one I was?
you will always follow turning my unsureness to pain wash away my sorrow like watercolours through the rain can you hear me calling? after all what will remain? everything is falling relentless as the summer rain.
seasons are about to change turning from summer to fall yesterday seems so long gone with tomorrow yet to come eyes are closed - I see you there standing and smiling upon me seconds when it all makes sense can last for eternity.
there are wounds that do not heal this pain will never pass remembering the words you said the smile you sent to me now I'd give everything to let you know how much I would miss you and as silence shakes my world the angels cry in heaven.
you will always follow turning my unsureness to pain wash away my sorrow like make-up through the rain can you hear me calling? after all what will remain? everything is falling as the inexorable summer rain.
chances that I did not seize gates I shut without noticing - and as silence shakes my world the angels cry in heaven...