upload complete! this system left me waiting for an answer on my purpose overnight. still waiting for it, i thought the community had discussed it on the board. i'm not available in just this moment. my life went offline in just this moment. recalibrate emotions, reboot ideas. the onscreen dialog is clear - system failure! clear, reload and execute backup facilities. "it's just a feeling". power up! compensate! "it's just a feeling"! limited access will make the situation safe, we hate abuse. i say there's nothing that important here to lose. believe me! what now? a constant tension isolating lines. the plan was to escape, out of this dissolution. only duties and no rights, is existence described in this way? there's nothing prepaid boot sequences for my life? there's no directory on this drive. blame me for asking, while pointing at a sign. this corporate identity has made us feel so safe with a tiny trace of ease before eight and after seventeen. most importantly, there must be something in between!