I don't know why I'm So caught up in covering up the past After all this time I, I thought I would be over you at last But it kills me at night I was hoping you'd give me a second chance But I'm leaving it up to you Leaving it up to you And there's nothing that I can do Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay With you No excuses so I thought I'd make it better as I go If I could go back in time I, I wouldn't leave you waiting all alone I lay awake late at night I wish I had the courage to say no But I'm leaving it up to you Leaving it up to you And there's nothing that I can do 'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay Leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home yeah) I'm leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home) And there's nothing that I can do 'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay With you With you With you After all this time I try to understand this pain No excuses so I find a reason to run away (to run away) But I'm leaving it up to you Leaving it up to you And there's nothing that I can do 'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay Leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home yeah) I'm leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home) And there's nothing that I can do 'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay With you With you