THERE'S JUST SO MUCH ABOUT LIFE THAT WE AIN'T GON EVER UNDERSTAND BUT ME, GIVE UP ON LIFE ? I'LL BE DAMNED! I TRAVEL THROUGH THE LANDS & I SACRIFICE MY STABILITY MY RELATIONSHIP, MY FAMILY, THE GRAVITY THAT HOLDS ME DOWN- WHEN I'M FEELING SUICIDAL BUT UNDERGROUND HIP HOP IS LIKE MY FUCKEN BIBLE THEY TELL ME I'M AN "IDOL," ENJOY MY RECITALS BUT YOU WON'T EVER FEEL THE PRESSURE FROM DOING WHAT I DO SITTING WRITING LYRICS THINKING NOTHING'S GOOD ENOUGH I TRY TO WRITE SOMETHING INSPIRATIONAL BUT HOMIE, GROWING UP THAT'S ALL I THINK ABOUT WHEN I'M BUMPING INSTRUMENTALS MY HOUSE IS MADE OF GLASS BUT IT'S HARD TO STAY GENTLE MY MENTAL STABILITY IS LIMITED. THEY FEELING ME THE CROWD SCREAMS FOR AN ENCORE BUT THIS DEPRESSION'S KILLING ME MY ABILITY TO SPEAK MY MIND- IT'S A GIFT & A CURSE & IT'S MINE, OH, MINE
SO WHEN I'M ON THE ROAD I HOPE THAT YOU'LL BE THINKIN BOUT ME I HOPE THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN EAT & YOU'RE SICK WITHOUT ME CUZ THAT'S HOW I FEEL WHEN I'M NOT WITH YOU THERE'S SUCH LITTLE TIME & SO MUCH TO DO X2
SEE, THE PRESSURE FROM PROGRESSION WILL SURELY TEACH YOU SOME LESSONS I GOT QUESTIONS ABOUT THIS PROFESSION. SHOULD MY HAPPINESS BE 2ND ? & MY CAREER FIRST ? WHAT SHOULD BE THE ORDER ? I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE. SHIT'S SO DISTORTED I LOVE MY FANS & I LOVE THE CONNECTIONS IT'S A BLESSING KNOWING I'M HELPING PEOPLE CUZ THAT WAS NOT MY INTENTION I WAS JUST VENTING. I WAS JUST 17 TRYNA LACE A FUCKEN TRACK UP WAY OUT IN THE I.E I WOULD ALWAYS BE CRYING, WRITING LYRICS EVERYDAY BOUT MY BROTHERS UP IN JUVY, & THE SHIT I USED TO SLANG & HOW MY DADDY MOVED AWAY, & MY MOMMA BEATING ME & HOW I JUST DON'T WANNA FUCKEN LIVE LIFE SO I STAY BANGING ON THESE STREETS & TAGGING MY GRAFFITI SEE, 5 YEARS AGO, AIN'T NOBODY WANNA BE ME & NOW YOU BITCHES SEE ME & NOW YOU BITCHES LOVE ME & NOW I'M EATING STEAK, HOMIE ! FUCK BEING HUNGRY !
SO WHEN I'M ON THE ROAD I HOPE THAT YOU'LL BE THINKIN BOUT ME I HOPE THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN EAT & YOU'RE SICK WITHOUT ME CUZ THAT'S HOW I FEEL WHEN I'M NOT WITH YOU THERE'S SUCH LITTLE TIME & SO MUCH TO DO X2