My feet are boiling, I am warming up and I’m trying not to break down and I’m trying not to be overwhelmed at all the thoughts skipping round in my head cause I can’t do anything about them them, them, them, them
I cleaned my room today, I’m like an adult grown up and I’ve even cleaned the carpet with the machine that sucks the rubbish up and with the clearing of the chaos comes a clarity of mind if but for only a moment in time Time, time, time, time
I’ve realised that I, that I, that I must die But now is not that time Oh I’ve always been a fatalistic child
Child, child, child, child I’ve always been a child
There has to be a way that I can live my life and love it and not be ruled by fear which ensures the dreaded outcome of it and there has to be a way where I can find magic in my day and entice it over to come and play To play, to play, to play, to play
I’ve realised that I, that I, that I must die But now is not that time Oh I’ve always been a fatalistic child
I’ve realised that life, that life, that life can pass you by But now I’ve woken up, I am awake and I am ready to participate