Started with my brother, first man I loved Or should I say that he loved me? I was in second grade, he was thirteen In the shady of the trees It was a summer breeze Whole thing's a blurry dream Whole thing's a blurry dream Behind the house, quiet as a mouse He told me not to breathe
You see me trying to smile up on this pole But I'm just hiding the pain that's deep in my soul You wanna fuck me I already know You wanna fuck me and toss me back on the floor
My mama always said, I'm the brightest star In love, I'm sure to go so far Been at this club about four years Hooked on dope, crying in the mirror When we were just little girls We learned to dance in mama's pearls Baby bend over and shake that ass Hey, you wanna fall in love with me? Hoping you fall in love with me I could make love to you for free We could just get a place and start a life And try to make things right
You see me trying to smile up on this pole But I'm just hiding the pain that's deep in my soul You wanna fuck me I already know You wanna fuck me and toss me back on the floor You see me trying