reasons seem like a familiar promise a scent that has blown far away walking a path leading nowhere to try and redeem my disgrace i feel so alone when you're with me but when you're away i can't breathe i wish you could find it to trust me but you can't cos you're so far away and i'm bleeding for you my blood runs cold cos i'm lost without you crawling out of this but never above this i'm dying slowly i'm just not that shallow to change myself for you i'm sorry that i'm not perfect i'm lost in these words in these lies in this pain that you gave me all knowingly i'm a fuck i'm a liar a red-painted sinner oh god please won't you just kill me today i'm waiting for you my blood runs cold cos i'm lost without her and nothing's real to me cos i'm numb to my own face i'm my own worst enemy i've brought on my own death i'm breathing my last breath openly i'm drowning openly i'm diving into a hell i call life wish i could find a quicker easier way to die nothing in life is worth living so why the fuck try cos i'm living as a slave all i've learned is nothing as it seems