Rob Dougan / Henry Rollins - I know you (Clubbed to Death) | Текст песни

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I know you
You were too short
You had bad skin
You couldn't talk to them very well
Words didn't seem to work
They lied when they came out of your mouth
You tried so hard to understand them
You wanted to be part of what was happening
You saw them having fun
And it seemed like such a mystery
Almost magic
Made you think that there was something wrong with you
You'd look in the mirror and try to find it
You thought that you were ugly
And that everyone was looking at you
So you learned to be invisible
To look down To avoid conversation
The hours, days, weekends
Ah, the weekend nights alone
Where were you?
In the basement? In the attic? In your room?
Working some job - just to have something to do.
Just to have a place to put yourself
Just to have a way to get away from them
A chance to get away from the ones that made you feel so strange and ill at ease inside yourself
Did you ever get invited to one of their parties?
You sat and wondered if you would go or not
For hours you imagined the scenarios that might transpire
They would laugh at you If you would know what to do If you'd have the right things on If they would notice that you came from a different planet
Did you get all brave in your thoughts?
Like you going to be able to go in there and deal with it and have a great time.
Did you think that you might be the life of the party?
That all these people were gonna talk to you and you would find out that you were wrong?
That you had a lot of friends and you weren't so strange after all?
Did you end up going?
Did they mess with you?
Did they single you out?
Did you find out that you were invited because they thought you were so weird?
Yeah, I think I know you
You spent a lot of time full of hate
A hate that was pure sunshine
A hate that saw for miles
A hate that kept you up at night
A hate that filled your every waking moment
A hate that carried you for a long time
Yes, I think I know you
You couldn't figure out what they saw in the way they lived
Home was not home
Your room was home
A corner was home
The place they weren't, that was home
I know you
You're sensitive and you hide it because you fear getting stepped on one more time
It seems that when you show a part of yourself that is the least bit vulnerable someone takes advantage of you
One of them steps on you
They mistake kindliness for weakness
But you know the difference
You've been the brunt of their weakness for years
And strength is something you know a bit about because you had to be strong to keep yourself alive
You know yourself very well now
And you don't trust people You know them too well
You try to find that special person
Someone you can be with Someone you can touch Someone you can talk to Someone you don't feel so strange around
And you find that they don't really exist
You feel closer to people on movie screens
Yeah, I think I know you
You spend a lot of time daydreaming
And people have made comment to that effect
Telling you that you're self involved, and self centered
But they don't know, do they?
About the long night shifts alone
About the years of keeping yourself company
All the nights you wrapped your arms around yourself so you could imagine someone holding you
The hours of indecision, self doubt
The intense depression
The blinding hate
The rage that made you stagger
The devastation of rejection
Well, maybe they do know
But if they do, they sure do a good job of hiding it It astounds you how they can be so smooth
How they seem to pass through life as if life itself was some divine gift
And it infuriates you to watch yourself with your apparent skill at finding every way possible to screw it up

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