It all came down to that one night in question Intentionally I believe my demise Was my own stupid invention With wide open eyes I said goodbye to the guys And set sail for my destruction I was functioning then as I'm functioning now Way below my potential
Scared out of my mind Going inside without too much hesitation Rendered defenseless at the slightest hint of suggestion I'm petrified and I'm fucked if I do and I'm fucked if I don't Except to feed and kiss the feet of oblivion I've waited for too long for something wrong Somewhat expectantly
And I told myself lies if I'm lying around And it don't trickle down in the same direction I was reckless to dissolve at your resolve To make an object of attraction But dissatisfaction pushed me over a cliff edge And there will be no cold retraction But I crossed the room with every knowledge of your [?] But I hope that I could make a spoon[?] without it catching up on
I hope With your master plan I'll be putty in your hands You're the mastermind
You never [?] I will float down river It's a foregone conclusion I will be delivered Straight into your hands For you to have your way Easy come and go Easily [?] It's too easy Say it, say it It's just like taking candy from a baby I'm easy Go [?] Put my hand Right into the mouth of danger
Baby I'm ready to give in to the night It's in the liquid that we take to elevate Are you coming to find me or waiting up till I'm dead? The kindness kills, an act of will but we always fall in line Don't hesitate to make you perjure what you say There is no mastermind There is no mastermind