when I close my eyes all I see are visions of you and when I open my eyes your absence pulls me down and I try to but I can't shake myself loose
I can't command my brain all I do is shrink and think of one thing I am sitting alone beside me I'm digging a hole inside myself
all I want is world I think I found when I look in to your eyes all I know is that I am tired of the world around me please please please don't ignore me
then it came here I am thinking of you is everything within me and I know that you will never feel me never see me never know these thoughts of mine but in my mind you're always there always smiling and always reaching out for me the days go on with heart ache the days go on with emptiness
all I want is to some how matter to you even if all else rejection all I know is that I am hammered from the world around me please please please don't destroy me don't destroy me don't destroy me don't destroy me
all I want is world I think I found when I look in to your eyes all I know is that I am tired of the world around me please please please don't ignore me
and I burn down time trying to find a way to get through to you I know I am standing in line for a hand out it'll never come but still I don't care
felling like looking like naked fear is everything fear is everything I am
laid out wide eyed exposed unable to forget you
all I want is to some how matter to you even if all else rejection all I know is that I am hammered from the world around me please please please don't destroy me