Im distracted not attracted You attach without connection As I self serve my diffracted mind I dont want what I need I dont care about the scars I leave Your name and smile a thrown out file As soon as we break away Only when I hate you do I really love myself
I will only let you down I can only fail you
You wont want me then Ill want you When you come back I wont want you Pushed and pulled our minds will rip in two Im so scared of what I need I dont care About the scars received I live in self denial Im afraid of what Ive got I dont know why I hate you when you love me
My lifes the lies of you and i Ive grown so hard that I deny accusations even When theyre true My pain is all I trust I dont care How much I bleed Dont regret the time you met me Dont hold the harm I did against me I dont know why I want to hurt you When you touch me
Why do you stick around and let me do this? Why do you stick around for this torture?
Only when Im with you do I want to be without Your eyes are the windows To the emptiness inside me