I'm furious but I dislike, Dislike involving myself I don't want anyone to try, to try to understand me 'cause then I'll be tempted, tempted to try again and again and it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out I can keep myself to myself and it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out I can keep myself to myself [?]
I used to try to change to turn [?] down my responses [?] So I started sleeping, sleeping It helped to turn my senses and I don't go outside [?] He used to be [?] I could take a long walk on a windy night, on a windy night to go Seeing someone but someone is now, someone is now Somebody else
I'm furious but I dislike, Dislike involving myself I don't want anyone to try, to try to understand me 'cause then I'll be tempted, tempted to try again and again and it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out I can keep myself to myself and it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out I can keep myself to myself [?]