If I was granted one wish It would be for you to see me For who i really am Because these looks can be deceiving And i sear to God If you really listen closely By the time this song is over You will truly know me.
'Cause i am not a monster I am just a man And I'm fucking tired of these fans That expect me to be some perfect version of a fucking person And it's hurtful I just wanna feel i'm worth it
And it's hard but i'm learning to be honest And discerning And i am gaining all my courage to be better I am searching
But it's so damn hard To keep it calm when everything i known Is broken and scarred And i'm not trying to complain About my problems at all Because my problems Are the reason i have gotten this far So i am thankful for adversity And making me strong I'm just trying to explain How i feel in a song It goes
I really can't believe that I'm really here right now I'm hanging on an airplane Falling through the airwaves in the clouds
I never ever want to touch the ground I'm walking on a thight rope Searching for the right note Right sound
Let's take it back to '92 when i was eight My brother gave me a tape by mistake Dr. Dre It was december 15th to the date The chronic on my birthday Must have been a fate
Now let's flash forward to the first time in '99 When i heard Shady on the radio and to my surprise That this is really happening A white boy is rapping From the bottom to the top That motherfucker made it happen
So i grabbed a pen and pad And started writing down madness Later joined a band And wrote my song around my sadness formulated all my tragic moments into magic Now I'm selling tickets to my show and have 'em packed it
You best believe it cause i'm telling the truth I bought a motherfucking caddy and a house with a view Don't need to prove that i'm amazing and I'm keeping it true So before you try and hate me try to walk in me shoes It goes
I really can't believe that I'm really here right now I'm hanging on an airplane Falling through the airwaves in the clouds
I never ever want to touch the ground I'm walking on a thight rope Searching for the right note Right sound
And after all that i've been through I can say i've made it Through the fucking bullshit To the other side safely I can truly sai i can feel myself changing Into a better person Don't give a fuck if you can hate me Never gonna let you take me down That math i'm used to taking And i know that in my hearts of hearts The problem that i'm facing Is in hald the battle that i'm fighting Energy i'm wasting I'm so sick of these fucking bitches Alway changing what i'm saying Into something that it's not Man this shit has got to stop Shit i'll wear the clothes i want And i'll do it just to prove I'm a motherfucking boss And my music keeps me moving And i will not slow or pause I'd like to think that i'm a-okay And all my worries are so foolish And will fade away One day i'd like to think that I faced my fate And my legacy lives on, You'll remember my name And it goes
I really can't believe that I'm really here right now I'm hanging on an airplane Falling through the airwaves in the clouds
I never ever want to touch the ground I'm walking on a tight rope Searching for the right note Right sound
I really can't believe that I'm really here right now I'm hanging on an airplane Falling through the airwaves in the clouds