You don't deserve kindness? I don't deserve your selfish self-pity Go on, keep drowning in your obsessions And hiding in your sorrows...
I see your aim now Clear as the sun on a gloomy morning To run my mouth til my lungs give out Extinguish a once raging fire within My hands are cold and tired... ...From calculating emotion and crafting prose But less so than my heart
May I not remain in this form Dozing comfortably on a hopeless daydream
Swimming in an even deeper blue Another step closer to our ending