My hands are shaking as i struggle to breathe You ripped a hole where i once felt complete How could this happen? Why would you leave? I don't know what to do or what to believe
Why did this world have to take my friend Is this a joke (C) Or is it all in my head (M) Who am i kidding i know that you're dead Left with a wound that will never mend
(R) This world is so fucked up and cold I wasn't ready for your funeral This is the first time I've seen your face since you left and honestly i'm afraid
(C) Close the door, swallow the key, climb under sheets cause there ain't no saving me They gave you an open casket I couldn't stand the sight
(M) It left me with a sunken feeling My eyes are blurry, my ears are ringing
(C) We adorned your head with flowers to make a halo, my angel underground You became a garden bed pushing up reminders that i am broken
(M) Now that you're gone i feel i'm drowning at sea Can't feel, can't think, can't fucking sleep The day that you left still haunting me Lost in this world without a plan b
I know i can't blame myself And Im stronger than that You taught me to stand on my own Well i'm just trying to stay intact
I know the bell will ring for us all some day that death is coming to take us away
And while they tell me to pray that you make it to heaven Well I've got something to say It's sort of a confession I do not know if there's life after death I know we can't escape the reapers breathe I'll stand for you until the day that i'm dead It's what you'd have wanted, and all i have left