But the mutha fucka left and here I sit, still spitting blood from the hits I dug my own grave, and now im swimming in shit what the fuck, what I have I done who is this looking back at me, who have I become fuck no no I cant take it, my god Ive had enough my whole world is shaking, this shit never lets up one by one all you mutha fuckas left you couldnt bear the strain you couldnt stand the test you're just like all the rest well I dont need you in my life to be happy In fact im better off in this walk alone with just the few friends I have right beside me ... Never home.