So far My weary heart is beating very slow My sad groans, every second cries of fastest sincere help I’m feeling numb and anguish flow. I can feel that seems unreal, Like a distant star child dream. You‘re my awakening dream…
And everywhere i'd looked I see only your lips, Are making me insane, searching for a kiss Terrible. I hate Myself, for all of this But how I want to touch, how I want to kiss
So much pain were passed, taken by ghost And my silly heart seems to be full of frost, I Don`t know whom to love, or either get lost Where're the feelings that are pure, and where is lust,
Where’s that something defined from betrayal and dust? Oh it’s seems like my pride and insolence crashed All these things around me, just became a mess Hardly defined, burning the chest
But I can't breathe, if I couldn't feel! My fire and the chaos living within. Changing empty bitter void To a lover paranoid