I’m not a hero, so believe that I’m a fraud No you don’t get a choice to say whose side you’re on It was the best of times toying with you, my dear friend John No you don’t get a choice to say whose side you’re on
Alone protects you, so I wish you’d look away No you don’t get a choice to say when all this stops This is the last time that I toy with you for now or for always No you don’t get a choice to say when all this stops
And it’s not mine You’re not mine to keep or mine to drink with To put to bed at nine Except for that one time
You owe me nothing, but your apple pie life Get married have some kids and take care of your little wife Have the time you should’ve had without me in the way And remember me as worst you can, as the lie they say
And remember my bad habits where I climb the fucking walls looking for a fag to smoke You didn’t know if you can handle when I Stomp the halls when you’re just getting to bed, I hope ‘Cause now I’m back to my dependencies Before the time when you met me Fuck all to my integrity And I’m not worth the time you bleed
I’ll run out of places to hide eventually Fall out your good graces except just don’t forgive me
And I’m back to my bad habits where I leave you for a week and without a trace And I’m wondering if you can handle when I carry on leaving because I’ve got no place to stay ‘Cause it’s the lesser of two evils just to hurt you with my gravity And you can’t lecture me because you’ll be too busy with your therapy
Because you tried to give me meaning But I always let you down And I lived to see the moments When you’d resurrect me from the ground And you believe I’d go down screaming Go down fighting, Not like this I’m finally done with you I am so done with you. Goodnight and God BlessGoodbye and God Bless God Bless You Just rest you need some rest, you God Bless You