Claylike mind Emotions vastly vaporized A chemical wreck breaking limits Welcoming this fall from grace If this is all there is to it Then nothing remains to be seen Tired (so damn tired) The chains are nagging This caveis damp Blow out all my candles And make a wish that shall never come through Completely deprived of clarity Who is who/ what is what? Agony… Should I care anymore? Backward footsteps towards the chapel Turning my back and closing my eyes Leaving this platter of grey Abandoning nothing Nothing is worthwhile….