The more I figure out where I wanna go The more I loose my way With a monkey on my back and the taste of cheap wine in my mouth The older I get The harder I try No more compromise or ''just gettin' away with it''
But the clearer everything gets the more I loose my sense of reality
Everything runs in circles seems to last for eternities It's been one of those days one of those endless trials And I can't get no sleep and I can't get no sleep but don't be concerned I will be undressed soon
But the clearer everything gets the more I loose my sense of reality
And all the ''have done's'' and ''shouldn't have done's'' are haunting through my mind but I don't f**kin' care anymore I just don't care anymore 'cause it's my party and I cry if I want to Cry if I want to Cry if I want to I could be this I could be that but you'll never know who I am right now
But the clearer everything gets the more I loose my sense of reality
And if I'd chose to wear the same face Over and over again I wouldn't recognise myself anymore I've never worn a life like this I could bare it all But this is getting too hard...
But the clearer everything gets the more I loose my sense of reality