I loved this person who didn't love me I stuck around hoping that they would see Unwilling to loose Reluctant to care So confident in the substances we'd share And it was like
There was a ghost who haunted my head Paid close attention to every word he said Gave him perfection gave all I could give But what he wanted was for me not to live And it was like
Blank and so beautiful Beige and benign You're pulling ahead Left me falling behind (bummer) Blank and so beautiful Beige and benign You're pulling ahead Left me falling behind (bummer) Blank and so beautiful Beige and benign You pulling ahead Left me falling Blank and so beautiful Beige and benign You pulled ahead Left me failing
I threw a party But nobody came I threw a party and I was never the same I threw a party But nobody came I threw a party and I was never the same