I had enough just let it go I'm sick of being a freak show And I don't want your sympathy Just watch me cut myself and bleed
cut, rip, stab let the blood fall down I'm addicted to this pain and there's more to go around I wanna kill for the thrill but it's all on me and I try to wake up but it's not a fuckin dream
(chorus) I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane Just lock me up cause im losing my mind(x4)
I'm sick of this life and I want to just give up I'm sitting in this chair just giving my wrist a stare I want to pull out this razor blade and let my life just fade away It's getting hard to breathe after every little breath Cause all these tears just pour and black men say that I'm too fuckin emo I'm just ready to leave this life and drag this blade across my throat and leave everyone but because I left no note