Caught you gasping for air When you left through the front door Stepped onto the stairs, and into the cold night, Pretended I couldn't see you as you slipped through the low light
I cant pretend That I haven’t gone too far and fucked up my head Cause at night when I sleep, My body swept out to sea I know now, that I have no hope, and I am not me
I have carried the weight of a lifetime of dead dreams, on a back that wouldn’t break. I was sick of the smoke, sick of my friends and sick of the life that I never chose.
I cant pretend That I haven’t gone too far and fucked up my head Cause at night when I sleep, My body swept out to sea I know now, that I have no hope, and I am not me