caught you gasping for air when you left through the front door stepped onto the stairs, and into the cold night, pretended i couldn't see you as you slipped through the low light
i cant pretend that i haven’t gone too far and fucked up my head cause at night when i sleep, my body swept out to sea i know now, that i have no hope, and i am not me
i have carried the weight of a lifetime of dead dreams, on a back that wouldn’t break. i was sick of the smoke, sick of my friends and sick of the life that i never chose.
i cant pretend that I haven’t gone too far and fucked up my head cause at night when i sleep, my body swept out to sea i know now, that i have no hope, and i am not me