words shatter in my face splintered in my tongue riding one-wheeled chariots when my heart gave out I took it to the shop at the very very top of a temporary clock tower the mechanist pulled me in close checked my beard for silver threads chugged puff steam from the pipe in his mouth this one we can save
break through your unsuspecting victim the consequence has run dry
you couldn't teach me how to say black out pain every symbol I knew every word I'm insane I'll finish the motion kill all emotion I found a gun I saw him cry speaking one sided anyway leeches I don't love you anyway ruptured bloodshot cut your voice out of my throat this ain't good this ain't good I feel it's my part of myself that I find when I'm blind when I fall apart
teeth with crooked jaws biting at my skin lets me know I'm still here the awkwardness of my silences turn days into dead leaves I can't leave this cold room for the sight outside still scares me I didn't see the movie but I know how it ends
scratch the itch that cuts you in a way when it comes again once I'm fine imagine the pain crossing out your name lost pages say we gain nothing from me breathing when I'm lonely I'm unfixable I'm unfixable when I'm alone