an overwhelming sense of agony
constricts the life from me
pain and emptiness are vultures clawing at my back
as emotions swim in pools of uncertainty
dreams whither away into blackness and dies
unwelcome feelings of sorrow and isolation
come bearing gifts to damage my mind
like a virus feasting on what is left of sanity
devouring anything that it can find
some feelings of love and hope still exist
buried deep under mountains of doubt
dormant they lie waiting to flourish
feelings of despair tighten their reign
where were you when i needed comfort?
sanctity from the outside world
filling my head with empty promises
pulling the wool over my eyes
the mask that is worn disguises the truth
contorts the features to appear at ease
now it is too torn and tattered to wear
the face underneath looks lonely and scared
a life of happiness unfulfilled
ambitions lost and not yet found
while the world moves around me
my existence remains stagnant and bleak
my gut clenches and my head begins to ache
at the thought of facing another fucking wasted day
scared to open my eyes for fear of what ill see
that which haunts and festers
staring right back at me
the cold hand of reality slaps my face
and brings tears to my eyes
panic and frustration
fills my heart with hopelessness
this life of misery is one that i wouldnt miss
why cant i be free of this undesired strife?
i cant awake from his never=ending
nightmare they call life
i cant help but loathe
that which destroys me with no remorse
through lies and a false sense of hope
sinks me deeper everyday
everything that is grasped for
seems just out of reach
as waves of worthlessness, wash over me
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